~ Smoothing Some Edges~

Now feeling.

Neuropeptide calamities

rising, rushing round.

Annoyingly familiar.

Recognizing them.

Calling them out and

changing the game for ever more.

The playbook has been worn

the page’s edges rough, tattered

I’ve been playing and panting

while holding my breath.

So I benched myself in order to reevaluate my life.

I’ve practiced forgiveness a lot.

I have breathed full breaths

even exhaled completely.

I’ve stopped expecting and hoping

for things to be

or not to.

Focusing on what is.

Observing.

Opening my heart to love and patience.

Visualizing who I AM, who I wish to be now.

I AM daring to make goals.

Celebrating my accomplishments.

Smoothing sides and angles

connecting pieces once warped and wrangled

shoring up to true.

Rewiring my chemical responses.

With ease and grace I lead myself

to become who I shall.

Taught by, yet unencumbered by, the past.

For I AM to be what I will to be now.

In gratitude,

myshelldreams

“The Breath of Gratitude” “each moment is your present”

~ Doing, Doing, Doing!!!! ~

And here I AM, doing, doing, doing

I want to just BE

The list of things go on and on

My eyes dart, my arms carry and my hands clasp

Balanced feet scurry and jump, so agile, I smile

It is amazing what can be done even when one is so tired

The Will kicks in and so it is, it is what it is

For the seconds tick, the hands go round

And here I AM

Still.

In gratitude,

myshelldreams

“The Breath of Gratitude” “each moment is your present”

~Ready for Triumphs!!!~

Contemplating “the box”

That I have been in

Most of my life

Looking at it for the first time

From the outside

So many feelings longing to be revealed

Shared, spoken aloud, acknowledged

Not for the sake of pity or judgement of any kind

Simply to be acknowledged that things have happened

And I have felt.

Ready to come out of the box and stand on top of it

Shaking my raised arms, fists loosely clasped, above my head

Waving around while I shout triumphs!!!!!

Thank you Thank you Thank you.

In gratitude,

myshelldreams

“The Breath of Gratitude” “each moment is your present”

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